Day 1

Today I share my struggle publicly for the first time. I am a woman that so desperately wants to lose weight. I am a size 22 (wow, that was like taking a bullet). There is something almost cleansing about admitting your faults to another person. I see a pretty woman being weighed down by a body that clearly does not match her personality. She is a cheerleader, a dancer, a young mother of a beautiful Hawaiian baby...she lives in California and frequents the beach at Santa Cruz parking herself directly under the lifeguards stand so she can be envied for her beauty...she is lost and ready to be found again.